The invitation read:
Come watch as I break in my new manpet, David.
Wine and snacks will be served.
Bella
Her
girlfriends all loved Bella's manpet breaking parties. Although they
had not yet achieved the same comfort in the FLR lifestyle as Bella,
they enjoyed watching and learning from her. And they were fascinated
by the number of men of all ages that were her willing servants.
"Hello. My name is David," I said
nervously. I was not used to any of this and it showed. The women could
see me turn red with embarrassment as my manhood was obviously engorging
at their presence.
With a smile the blond woman introduced herself, "Hello, David, I'm Alison, and this is Beth and Cindy."
I
nodded nervously, all the while thinking how strange it was to know
that they were here to watch Bella peg me. It was not what I had
anticipated when I agreed to be pegged by Bella. We had been
corresponding for years about the FLR lifestyle- and particularly in her
love of discipline and pegging and my curiosity in experiencing it. She
knew I was an 'anal virgin' which in many ways made it more exciting
(for both of us). But it was difficult for us to get together, until
now.
When I finally was able to make it to see her, she
invited me to stay in her apartment. Soon after I arrived she laid out
the ground rules: The first was that I was there to serve her- the
entire time I was visiting. She told me that she wanted me to undress
completely and give her all my belongings. I was to be completely
dependent on her.
I have to admit that I was shocked at
first. I did not expect Bella to be so direct. But, somehow I knew
that it was what I wanted as well. She watched me undress- making me
feel extremely ill-at-ease and nervous. We had been corresponding so
much and I knew what she wanted to do with me. I was undressing for her
pleasure and for my eventual pegging... She had seen several pictures of
me naked and remarked how much she liked to fuck my ass. Yet, now as I
undressed for her I found myself hoping that she would not be
disappointed with me in person. It seemed crazy, but I wanted her to
ogle at me like a sex object. It made me feel both humiliated and
aroused.
When I finally got undressed, she collected all
my clothes and belongings and locked it in a closet. She put the key
around her neck and sat on the couch.
"David," she said, "Before we begin, why don't you come kneel by my feet and show me your gratitude."
I
was disoriented and confused. I really was not expecting to be in such a
submissive situation so quickly, but there I was completely naked,
completely erect and completely submissive at Bella's feet.
"Gratitude for what?" I asked revealing my disorientation.
Bella's
expression turned very solemn. "It looks like you need a little
education and discipline. I want you to get up and get me the paddle on
the table over there and bring it to me."
I thought of asking
why, but I decided to just obey. I got up and walked with my engorged
phallus swinging awkwardly. I brought it back and handed it to her. Bella then ordered me to lay across her lap. I hesitated. It seemed
so unnatural for a man my age to get over her lap for a paddling.
"David," she said, "This is your last chance."
I
decided to comply and awkwardly got myself over her knees. As I settled
down I could feel my erection press into her thighs and wondered if she
noticed. She only said, "Good boy." as she ran her hand over my now
vulnerable buttocks. I now found myself wondering if she found them to
her liking. But she did not comment on that either. She said, "Now, this
is your first lesson. You are my manpet and like any new pet, you need
to be trained and disciplined to please your new Mistress"
She started paddling me with loud thwacks- and I started to feel my buttocks burning.
"You,
will, need, to, show, me, your, gratitude, at, all, times." she said
between blows. "You, can, start, by, kissing, my, feet, and, then,
showing, your, gratitude, in, other, ways. Understand?"
"Yes" I grunted. "Please stop...let me show my gratitude..."
She
mercifully stopped and watched me as I struggled to get off her lap and
then kneel down at her feet again. This time, I bent down and as I
continued to feel the burning in my buttocks, I kissed her feet.
"Thank
you for inviting me, Miss Bella. Thank you for taking me for your
manpet. I look forward to the training and to serve you!" I found the
words came out easily- without hesitation and with unexpected ardor.
Whatever awkwardness I may have felt in submitting to her before had
completely disappeared.
She held out her hand and said, "That's better! Now kiss the hand that punished you!"
I did it and thanked her again. She seemed to be satisfied.
"Now,
let me tell you about the rest of the evening," She said. "In about a
half an hour a few of my girlfriends are coming over to witness your
submission to me."
She could see that I was confused and a bit uneasy. She smiled.
"All my new manpets have a submission ceremony. It's a little like a FLR wedding ceremony. These women will be our witnesses."
"A submission ceremony?" was all I managed to ask.
"Yes, David. A ceremony where you pledge your devotion to me and I consummate your vows by making you mine."
My heart started to beat hard as I began to understand what she meant. And yet, I also felt myself get hard.
"I
finally get to fuck that tight ass of yours..." she said with a
lascivious sparkle of in her eyes reminding me of our previous correspondence. It was a look that made me feel a sexual
vulnerability I had never felt before. She smiled, leaned over and
stroked my face and said, "Poor man, you look like a frightened virgin
about to have his first experience."
She was right. It was exactly how I felt; and I was not used to it.
"It's OK. I picked out a nice dildo for you and I promise to be gentle."
"Thank you." Was all I could say.
After
an awkward silence, Bella said, "Well, you need to get ready. I
suggest you go and take a shower and get yourself ready for the
ceremony. There is no time for an enema, but I suggest you clean
yourself back there for me and then use this lube." She said as she
handed me a tube of lube. "Be sure to use a lot of it."
"Yes, Miss." I said as I stood up and went to the bathroom.
But
I wasn't prepared to having her watch as I showered. She wanted me to
show her how I soaped and washed my penis and anus. And then after
watching me dry myself off she handed me the lube and watched as I
applied some to my finger and inserted it into my anus. She could see
that I was fully erect as I reached behind and started to insert my
finger. I looked at her look at me as I felt my sphincter squeeze my
finger. I wanted to please her, so I tried again until I finally got it
in. As my finger entered, she saw me take a short breath and try to suppress a groan.
"Good boy." She said. "Now spread it around inside for me."
I did as she asked and finally took my finger out. She watched as I washed my hand and wiped my buttocks again with a wet rag.
"Now,
we don't have much time," Bella said. "The girls will be here any
minute. I want you to answer the door, show them into the living room
and take their wine orders. You will treat them with the same respect
and submission as you do for me. Any misbehavior and you will get
another punishment..."
"Yes Miss."
So by the time
the doorbell rang, I was already feeling very different. As I showed the
women in and took their wine orders, I was conscious of my still
burning buttocks, my lubricated anus and my very obvious erection. I
could not have felt more chastened and humbled. As I walked off to get
the wine, I could hear Alison comment on my red ass. Bella responded
that she had had to teach me the rules. They all giggled.
When
I returned and started handing out the wine, Beth asked me if I was
ready for the ceremony. I was not sure if she knew about my lubed anus
so I hesitated.
"He's is all lubed and ready for me, aren't you, David?" Bella asked making me more embarrassed.
"Yes Miss."
"It's such a nice red ass," Alison said with a knowing smile.
I
saw Bella smile as well. "It's time for the ceremony to begin," she
said. She put down her wine and gave me a card to read. "Now, David, in
front of these witnesses, I want you to kneel at my feet and give me
these vows."
"Yes, Miss," I said as I knelt down and looked at the card. I read out loud:
"Dear
Mistress Bella. I offer you my body and my sex to own and to
discipline. I offer you my anus as a symbol of my complete submission to
you and your will." I stopped and showed my obvious nervousness at what
I was saying. "Please accept it."
There was a short pause,
and then Bella smiled. "David, I gladly accept it. Now get up and let's
all go into the bedroom so I can consummate your vows and make you
mine."
I stood up and followed Bella and was conscious of the other women following me to my 'deflowering'.
They
sat in a couch next to the bed and Cindy took out her camera. Bella
told me to bend over the railing at the foot of the bed, spread my legs
so that she can have good access to my scrotum and anus and stick my ass
up high for her. I did this with my face flat on the bed facing the
women to my right. I felt completely helpless and submissive.
Standing
where I could see her, Bella put on her strap-on dildo and held it
up so I can see. I could see that it was long and mercifully thin with
several bumps on the end that looked like graduated beads. I understood
that these were there to stimulate my prostate.
I watched
as she put on gloves and take out a tube of lubricant. While she
started to lubricate the dildo she looked over to me and said, "I picked
this out just for you, David."
"Thank you," I said meekly.
Bella then walked over behind me and I felt her fondle my scrotum and feel my
erection. It served to confirm to her my willingness and consent (and
she so declared to the witnesses). Then I felt her finger on the rim of
my anus. She rubbed around the verge of the anus and then I felt her
finger go in. My sphincter reflexively squeezed at her finger.
"Now relax for me, David!"
I
tried the best I could to relax my sphincter for her as I felt her
finger invade deep inside me. She probed much deeper than I had managed
to get on my own. And I felt her move it all around inside with the
confidence of experience. Then just as quickly, she withdrew it, making
my sphincter spasm.
"Now we are ready!" Bella said and
gave my buttock a loud slap. "David: As I enter you, I want you to repeat
your vow: I offer you my anus as a symbol of my complete submission to
you and your will."
"Yes Miss."
And she began
to consummate my vows and own me, as I grunted out my vows: "I offer you
my anus as a symbol of my complete submission to you and your will."
"Now we are ready!" Bella said and gave my buttock a loud slap. A
slap designed to remind me of my earlier paddling and reinforce her
dominance over me. "David: As I enter you, I want you to repeat your vow
to me: I offer you my anus
as a symbol of my complete submission to you and your will."
"Yes
Miss." My heart started to pound as I felt her fingers guide her dildo
to the verge of my anus. As I started to recite my vow, I found myself
concentrating completely on my ready to be breached anus. "I offer you
my anus as a symbol of my complete submission to you and
your will." Strangely, the words helped me relax a bit as I found myself
accepting my fate.
My head was tilted toward the three women sitting and watching. They
were sipping their wine, taking pictures and smiling- they were clearly enjoying
watching my impending deflowering. Their attention was directed to Bella and
my pregnable and ready behind.
"Don't fight it David," Bella said with a patronizing tone. "It's no use fighting me. Let me
have my way with you. Relax for me, open up, surrender to me."
"I'm
trying, Mistress," I said still looking at the women and wondering if
they knew how humiliating this was for me? A grown man learning how to
relax his sphincter so he can be fucked.
Then, I felt my anus being invaded. It was quick and I let out an involuntary moan.
"Good
boy! Now that I am in, there is nothing you can do. You are mine," she
said as I felt her very slowly advance the dildo deeper and deeper into
me. She was right, I felt my sphincter involuntarily squeeze against the
invading probe, but to no avail. Soon I felt a very strange
pressure-like sensation that was strangely pleasurable. I recognized it
from when my doctor performed a rectal exam to feel my prostate. She
would always apologize just before and say that I will feel her press on
my prostate. The feeling now was more intense and it seemed to heighten
and lessen as Bella advanced the beaded dildo.
I soon realized I was moaning and groaning and clenching my fists. I could see Alison laugh and Cindy snap a picture with her camera.
Then
I felt Bella lean forward, give a final thrust of her pelvis that
elicited a loud groan from me and ask, "How does it feel to surrender to
me? To be my manpet?"
I wasn't sure how to answer. All I
could feel was my sphincter hopelessly squeezing against Bella's
invading dildo and the deep strange sensation of the dildo deep inside
me. Yet, it also made me feel a degree of submission I had never felt
before. It felt humiliating and erotic at the same time.
"It feels like you own me, Miss."
It
seemed to please Bella. She reached her hand around my waist and
felt for my neglected manhood which she found quite engorged.
"I
don't own you yet," She said fondling my erection, "But, I am going to
fuck you until you cum; and when you do cum, your ass, your body and
your manhood will officially belong to me."
Then she
straightened up and put her hands on my buttocks; and I felt the dildo
withdraw. It was just as intense as when it was going in, but faster.
Then she pushed it in and I gave another involuntary moan as I felt the
dildo massage my prostate.
She drove it in and out a few more
times, each time a bit faster and each time the feeling was more intense
(and with a louder moan for the girlfriends to hear). I felt completely
powerless to stop her.
I began to understand the feeling of surrender and complete submission.
Then
she pushed it in one more time and stopped. She leaned forward again-
this time with her mouth close to my ear and spoke softly. "It is time
for me to own you."
I felt my whole rectum start to
vibrate, and soon began to feel waves of what I soon recognized were
waves of orgasm. Then she started her thrusting motions again and I went
into oblivion.
The feeling was so intense, I seemed to
go into a different state- a state of extreme humiliation, complete
surrender, extreme submission and extreme pleasure.
I am
not sure how long it lasted, but when I began to come back into
consciousness, I could tell I could hear Bella repeat, "That's it my
manpet, surrender to me, you are mine!" My loins were vibrating with
ecstasy and I could tell that I had ejaculated and I could feel my cock
still contracting and spurting semen.
I could also tell
that I had been moaning and groaning very loudly, betraying my intense
orgasm for all the women to hear. They seemed extremely amused.
Then Bella must have turned the vibrator off. She gave the dildo one more
thrust deep into me until it made a slapping sound against my very
moist buttocks. And then she stopped.
She and the girls
could hear me still moan and whimper as my loins still convulsed in
orgasmic afterglow. My sphincter still instinctively squeezed on her
dildo, partly in protest and now partly in embrace.
As I became aware of my whimpering I also became aware that Bella was still leaning over me.
A wave of embarrassment mingled with the continued afterglow of my most pleasurable rape.
"How does it feel to completely submit to a woman?" Bella asked in a soft voice not much louder than a whisper.
"It
feels good," I admitted, feeling my sphincter squeeze her again. My
loins were still ejaculating the last reserves of my manhood each time
my sphincter squeezed its submission.
"You are now my manpet," Bella cooed. "You belong to me." She let me feel the moment. "Do you feel me?"
"Yes Mistress" I said feeling my sphincter squeeze again as the last drop of semen spurted out.
"Good."
Then I felt the dildo withdraw sending my sphincter into another spasm as it seemed to finally squeeze the dildo out.
Bella walked across the room and started to take of the dildo harness and said, "OK, David, you can stand up."
